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The pieces I’ll be coming up with these coming days will represent everything I love about my life and more.
You must be really angry with me right now for forgetting you for almost two years.
And so I’ve mustered the courage to write you this letter to ask for your forgiveness, and to say that I’m truly sorry for being a huge asshole.
I am sorry for not taking care of you the way you did in all my years of existence. You were always there for me when I needed you and there I was, taking you for granted.
Now you’ve escaped me. I am paying my dues for forgetting you and being insanely caught up with my own shit. I deserve all of this struggle as retribution to my negligence of you and I want to take responsibility for the hurt I’ve caused you.
Forgive me, Words. I hope you find it in your heart to give me a second chance to work things out with you so I can commit my life to you now, and for as long as you let me.
I would like for us to be friends again. I wish for us us to spend more time together like we used to. I wish you could give me a chance to engage you in small talk as I exert all my efforts in making a real conversation with you. I promise to endure all the awkward silences we’ll have just to be in your company. I will keep talking just to fill in the air and entertain you with my attempts of connecting with you. I will bring you to all the places you wished to go. I will be silent and listen to you when you’re calling out to me. I will hold you dearly and never let you go. I will treasure every second I have with you and be grateful to the gods that I have this brand new shot to have you back in my life.
I need you, Words. Please give me a chance to love you, take care of you, and make me the happiest version I’ll ever be.
I will be here, writing everyday. Waiting for your return.
I’d make more fun pieces out of my old/new grandma hobby.
Loved ones make birthdays even more special.
March 29, 2013 :)